I've been
enjoying several Paul Naschy movies the latest week or so, from stuff I haven't
seen before to revisiting good old classics. During this time I've also been
reading the US
paperback of Memoirs of a Wolfman, the autobiography that was published in
1997. The version I have was release a couple of years later and includes a
bonus chapter and a signed card by Naschy himself. Very nice and it makes me
even more sad that I never hade the pleasure to meet him in real life.
The memoirs
chronicles his life from childhood and we get a detailed look at his family and
relatives - and friends of the relatives, which might seem to be a bit
exaggerated - but you will also notice that more or less everyone of these persons
is connected to what he did later. They introduced him to things in life, they
said something, they experienced things together with him - everyone means
something for Naschy and without very few exceptions he gives them their full
credits. Another fine thing he does - up
to his 20-30's - is to write down the comics he read at the time and the movies
he watched, which also gives a strong hint of what inspired him during his
filmmaking career.
It's well
known that Naschy had a big ego, close a to narcissistic persona. He's a very
proud actor and filmmaker and never shies away from letting us know when he's
done something good and brilliant and masterful - but he also, very emotional,
digs deep down in his failures and depressions, how he was so weak that he
couldn't take care of himself, how he did stuff for money just to be able to
pay the rent. The last chapters is actually quite painful to read, and the part
where he tells us about his heart attack is so sad! The bonus chapter is the
worst, where his self-confidence is rock-bottom and he basically say
"goodbye" at the end, to never return. Thankfully he obviously got
back on the saddle again and had quite good career even after that, including
his best performance ever, in Christian Molina's 2004 film Rojo Sangre. He also
starred in an official Spanish Dogme-film, Once Upon Another Time - a film I
need to see as soon as possible.
The
bitterness overcomes the happiness, the enthusiasm, in the end, which is a damn
pity. But we know better and Naschy knew better also. Memoirs of a Wolfman is
packed with anecdotes - some of them extremely bizarre - and a good insight in
the work of low-budget filmmaking in Spain
and Europe during 60's, 70's and 80's. The
strangest chapter is when he tells us how he got involved in a cult of real
devil worshippers!
His
enthusiasm for making horror movies, the macabre and living on the edge of
society, which he seem like at the same time as he's missing the recognition
from the elite, is the fuel of this book. Naschy seems to more than a good,
decent guy - a person who always cared for people who cared for him. An
interesting mix between a macho-man and lover of women to a supporter of gay
rights, and a guilty-filled catholic and left-wing horror fan. Everything at
once and probably the reason why he made such interesting and stand-out movies.